During an early morning prayer, the Holy Spirit brought this inspiration: "Those who do not like to pray--God knows who they are. Those who come to the presence of God to kneel piously in prayer--who is truly sincere and earnest at heart? God perceives all."
The Lord Jesus said: "You are those who justify yourselves before men, but God knows your hearts. For what is highly esteemed among men is an abomination in the sight of God." (Luke 16:15). Are you spiritual or carnal? God knows your heart.
Whatever your state of heart, God knows very clearly. You will be rewarded according to your ways, your deeds, your works...according to how much you seek after God with all your heart. If you are willing to offer yourself, if you are extremely hungry for God, if you are fervent to serve God more, then God will put you at the forefront. You will be the apple of His eye, to be the first to be rewarded with His gifts and blessings.